Miss Rebel

 Miss Rebel

Whether you were called a fat cow or by any other name, and no I am not talking about myself ... I decided to deliberately gain weight at a particular time in my life and found myself sitting next to my children's after school club career, she appeared to have got onto the bus with an audience, and she kept repeating the words "oh shes not too fat," over and over again, she appeared to be looking for a reaction from me. despite the fact that, it would be unlikey for me to react to a comment as such, but also in connection with the fact that I had deliberately decided to gain weight, I didnt understand what her or her audience expected. after she had spoken to herself for the duration of thebus journey, she decided to leave almost in tears for not having been able to create malice, it was not during the journey home or, untill I got home or until the next day that I had actualy realised what she had attempted to do. It was a surprise at what length people would go inorder to create a distubance and want to upset people. I then travelled on the bus again and a woman amongst other things decided to talk about the cartier jeweller she had in her safe. I found it surprising that she felt she could trust me with that information as I didnt know her and have such a conversation at the bus stop and realised that people are very differerent. some people were different as a result of spite and some were carrying a chip on their shoulder and how It had been attempted to make me a part of the conversation.
Some time later, a man had attempted to snatch my nikab off my face when I was shopping in the supermarket. upon viewing the cctv camera footage it had become clear that he had been waititng for me to walk past. I was given details of four names of witnesses that had seen the whole incident and told to use them as witnesses. I had nearly fallen when this man had attempted to snatch the nikab from my face, and haveing almost made me fall, he had then returned and attempted to hit me. It really is a disgrace that such behaviour continues in this town, most of which is not reported and when it is reported, people such as those in charge of security attempt to hide the evidence. I am fully aware of who these people are and what they are doing.
 I can fully symphasise with my mother who came to this country not having been able to speak english very well and cleary remember an incident when a passer by asked her for the time. she rolled down the window of the car inorder to tell him and he attempted to snatch her chain from around her neck. I went to the jewellery shop with her the next day to see if the chain could be repaired. It was a gold chain and she had to pawn it in the end as it was broken, the part the theif had snatched was missing, and she didint want my father to discover what had happened. Clearly she was worried he would ask her why she had rolled down the car window to tell someone the time. Simple acts of kindness, done witout prejudice, seem to be unappreciated and are actually taken as opprtunity for people to exploit ! my mother whom was clearly petrified learned never to do that again. people like me know there is no chip on the sholder, and still try to make excauses for others, when there is none. its not an incident in isolation which took place today, there has been many, but today it was totally inexcauseable, although these people will try to attach excause to their unacceptable behaviour
Many woman, mysel included have suffered from thrush at different times, never have I been asked by a doctor before that he needs to check for thrush under my breasts. I have been asked to verbally explain the symptoms and that has always been sufficient.
 On my way back from visiting my solicitor, I needed to take a bus journey. Half way through this journey, the same journey that I had done on the way to the solicitors office, the journey changed. I walked down from the top of the bus as the driver pulled into the garage and parked the bus in the garage. He had left himself enough space to leave from the drivers seat but the rest of the bus was parked close to others and there was almost no space to get off the bus. when I asked him why he hadnt rang the bell and let eveyone know that this would be the last stop, his response was 'I will rape you ', and that is the bus driver. In the middle of the day, this didnt happen in the dark or late at night.
 its certain people,